rabbi journal

i decided to start over, the old one was too cringe.


welcome friends

 

[pig]

I got the Tor shit working like I said before. But now I have nothing to be excited for when I get home. I still feel pretty isolated, and I wish I had my Xbox

 

[pig]

Third day at sea today. Couldn't sleep so I got up at 3 AM (4 AM ship's time) and waited for a bit before getting coffee on the upper deck. Shit was awesome, it was a ghost town except like 3-4 people. I might go get breakfast as well, unfortunately I have to wait another 30 minutes before the buffet starts.

 

[pig]

Im not gambling ever again
Drugs won

 

[pig]

MY DAD LET ME STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL BECAUSE I PUKED MY GUTS OUT AT 1 AM THIS MORNING YAY!!!!!

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

MY DAD LET ME STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL BECAUSE I PUKED MY GUTS OUT AT 1 AM THIS MORNING YAY!!!!!

1am is not morning

 

[pig]

two supercharged MAN AG, 6-cylinder, 4-stroke M6V40/46 diesel engines

 

[pig]

They are changing my spravato/esketamine dose to 84mg up from 56. I'm a little nervous
@1:14 and All Things you got any k-hole advice noob im a lightweight and last time even on the 56 it made me nervous

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

They are changing my spravato/esketamine dose to 84mg up from 56. I'm a little nervous
@1:14 and All Things you got any k-hole advice noob im a lightweight and last time even on the 56 it made me nervous

maybe just try not being sad

 

[shipment]

MY DAD LET ME STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL BECAUSE I PUKED MY GUTS OUT AT 1 AM THIS MORNING YAY!!!!!

Can't prove shit, but still. I see you noob.

 

[pig]

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Can't prove shit, but still. I see you noob.
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that was me
also how did you get that jagged looking font rendering or am i schizo
either way i like it

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

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Can't prove shit, but still. I see you noob.
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my favorite pasttime, looking for nt on 4cuck

 

[shipment]

that was me
also how did you get that jagged looking font rendering or am i schizo
either way i like it

I'm on my Stinkpads Windows 7 partition. I forget where the hell I toggled it but font antialiasing is off.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

They are changing my spravato/esketamine dose to 84mg up from 56. I'm a little nervous
@1:14 and All Things you got any k-hole advice noob im a lightweight and last time even on the 56 it made me nervous

Just lay in bed with headphones on at first, eyes closed, chill music. Then after a while you can decide if you can play video games or whatever. I've never actually measured my doses, so I couldn't tell you exactly what to expect, but at higher doses I just get pissed off when I try to play games or draw.
I personally could never fall asleep on the stuff. I could lie there for hours with my eyes closed and not worry about sleeping through it.
Otherwise, just relax. Your dose is totally safe and people take way more all the time and still make it to work on time the next day. Physically, there's nothing to worry about, and mentally, I've never had any problems with bad trips or anything like with other psychedelics.

 

[pig]

I feel like I'm typing this from a submarine periscope what the fuck is going on

 

[pig]

This was a bad idea
Nevermind

 

[pig]

We are okay now

 

[pig]

my hair is much better now it grew back

Spoiler

 

[shekel]

my hair is much better now it grew back

Spoiler

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Yep, going into the goon folder

 

[_account]

Yep, going into the nutcrack folder

 

[shipment]

They are changing my spravato/esketamine dose to 84mg up from 56. I'm a little nervous
@1:14 and All Things you got any k-hole advice noob im a lightweight and last time even on the 56 it made me nervous

Do 300mg so the 84 becomes a breeze by comparison. It'd be funny.