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[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

October 20th, 2026: Studying today, I woke up at 7:30am and got out of bed a bit later, I had cereal, brushed my teeth, and had coffee in this Denny’s mug Waleran had, I had not much to do today except at 10:00am I packed up my backpack with my laptop and started walking to my old college, I got into the busy building to walk through it and spotted Luigi with a friend of his, I said hi to Luigi and talked with his friend a bit but I never recalled spotting her at mass. I continued walking and then went upstairs in the library to the super obscure branch to open up my computer and start programming. I got the first page done and then worked on the second page and one test involving empty username and password fields assert an error message. I got that done and left by 12:30pm to walk back home, I tried getting on my desktop to play modded minecraft but the wifi was extremely slow and so I decided to depart from my apartment for Tuesday night dinner, I started day 30 of my 40 day rosary for life at 4:15pm and then walked over to the Catholic center and finished it up just as I arrived at 4:35pm. I got in and walked around a bit to see Agaw. I talked a little bit with her and then I joked:
“You can’t get rid of me that easily!”
I saw Kaufman in a different room studying, I went up early and saw Agaw in the chapel praying so I sat next to her, thinking it would be kinda funny, I prayed the 2nd day of the Saint Jude novena I went up to go to the bathroom and when I got back there was another woman who I remember as this Sheboygan, Wisconsin woman from the Catholic center dance, I got in between them and then prayed until mass started, I noticed as I sat down that both women crossed their legs away from me almost the entire mass, I was furious that they’re humiliating me and making me feel like a weirdo. I spotted Oriang, Sixes, Luigi, Lewis’ ex-girlfriend, and Bernarda in the choir, and many other people including: Sixes’ friend, Amethyst, The Honduran and his girlfriend, Melany, Rita, Nikki, Sideburns, Lauren, Melany, Nash, Rita, Nikki, Cronstedt, Alley, Sideburns’ cousin, Sideburns’ cousin’ mom, Patchbeard, Telemachus, Swifte, Morgado, Kalifornia, and a few others. I remember being upset enough with Agaw that I intentionally ignored her and saw her shock when she first turned to shake my hand. I prayed a bit after mass and then went down for dinner tonight. Sideburns' cousin’s mom cooked us tacos, or rather the chicken, steak, and possibly some rice. Agaw came up to me and asked:
“Gemerson are you doing good?”
To which I told her:
“No.”
And I didn’t elaborate, but I told her at the dance I spotted Kateri and told her the story about asking her friend to dance which caused the whole event, Agaw and the Sheboygan woman were laughing at the end but Agaw asked me:
“Gemerson, do you think you’re ready to date?”
I knew this was an insult and I said:
“No, because I don’t have a job yet.”
I went to get tacos before her and sat down at a table alone, a bit later Agaw sat at a different table with the Honduran and his girlfriend, Markus and his girlfriend, and Markus’ brother, at 6:30pm, saw Sideburns’ crush talking with Lauren. Amethyst sat with me and then she went back to get more stuff before I got Telemachus to sit across from me, Amethyst came back and the two talked with Telemachus talking about something good happening to him related to the US Military, I think a promotion. The table filled up including the 30 year old woman I sat across from last time talking about her art work. Amethyst told me that she and I were partners for signing up for SEEK and how she wasn’t at the Catholic center for most of that year due to having mono one semester and a different sickness another semester. I left quite late and enjoyed myself, heading back home, taking a shower. I got on a looksmaxxing website and looked at the best of section, reading a thread on hair tips and learning that I should apply shampoo to my scalp and apply conditioner to my hair instead of how I do it as applying both to both, there was also the methods they provided for testing what type of hair you have by adding a follicle of hair to a cup of water and seeing how it floats. A bit later I fell into the sin of lust =(, I was in bed and was almost not motivated enough to get out but got a pen, a page, and some tape and wrote this sign:


This is to follow Father Ironside’s advice for those of you who only read some of my posts, use the search command and target this thread.

Song of the Day: The Trooper - Iron Maiden (1983)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

October 21st, 2026: A small amount of studying today, I woke up, had breakfast, and then brushed my teeth before getting on the computer, I opened up soyjak.blog to see nothing but this message:
<I took the site down just in case since the vulnerability got leaked before the patch. Some websites that use PHP decided to stay up and I was about to be one of those but since it's just a 1 hour wait until the patch I decided to JSID to be on the safer side
<The exploit is called PHP2Shell and it can allow an attacker to have full control of server just like the 4chan hack of last year. The chance of an attack being mild is very very low and it would likely be done by a malicious actor
<So instead of dealing with that, I'll just wait 4 hours (and you should too). Stop being addicted to the internet and social media and do something else while your favorite internet websites that use PHP patch this shit
<This is currently the bunker for the Shroom Steam Community :: Group :: The Soy Shack (https://steamcommunity.com/groups/soyshackers) or https://wikijakia.xyz/ if it's still online even doe these wiki websites use PHP
<sloppyjakky is a noob
soybooru.com was up but KiwiFarms wasn’t, I had my coffee and then waited a bit before getting on the websites after the PHP vulnerability was patched. I did one programming question from the 3rd file as I was stuck on the next one on the second file. I gave up shortly in and continued writing and had more issues with my extremely slow wifi speed on the desktop, I tested the speed with the laptop near the desktop and the laptop was much faster, direct ethernet connection didn’t work either, I went into the settings to have it prefer the 5Ghz band instead of the 2.4Ghz band yet it kept defaulting to the 2.4Ghz band despite a 5Ghz band existing. I had to take some photos of my work from home space for my upcoming job and fill out a security form for a DUO question. Early on in the morning Abscond mentioned that a “certain Italian tax manager” would be doing something in the pre-game show so I texted her at 12:38pm:
>Which game are you singing at?
I had this YouTube video recommended to me by this channel called GirlfriendGuide4Guys called: The Nice Guy Curse and remembered the woman in it using a figure of Batman with a statue of Saint Raphael the Archangel and using zebras as a metaphor for people, with some zebras being nice while others being mean but the mean zebras shouldn’t repel you from being nice. I wonder what it would taste like to hunt and cook a zebra I didn’t have lunch until quite a bit later as I did a cup of chicken ramen, I decided to start walking to adoration very early today and started praying day 31 of my 40 day rosary novena at 4:34pm, I spotted this Halloween decoration on my walk at 4:49pm:

At 4:51pm, I saw a Jewish Orthodox couple with matching hoodies which read: Talia, and Rabbi Lev, kinda weird but whatever. I completed my rosary at 5:01pm and then saw this Jewish dad in a minivan watching his four kids trying out this toy three-wheeler in the middle of the street. I noticed they were all talking in English. At 5:07pm I exited the Orthodox Jewish neighborhood to the liberal Jewish neighborhood due to the increase in Trump derangement syndrome:

Keep in mind this is one of the richest neighborhoods in the city, I genuinely despise these leeches so much. I walked to the beach and went down the long path and walked from the south dock to the north dock along the lakeshore, there was this weird formation where some waves would have a bit of water caught in a lip to sit there. I checked my phone to see a response from Abscond at 4:46pm:
<Game #1. Friday night. I’m in the pregame show
i walked back up the stairs and then did some more walking around before arriving at the adoration church at 6:00pm. I ended up completing Book XII of Saint Augustine’s Confessions before adoration started and noticed Rita across the aisle, sadly the contemporary slopsong started before adoration. I prayed day 3 of the Saint Jude novena. I got to Book XII of Confessions and spotted a punctuation error:

The space should be to the right of the comma instead of the left. I completed Confessions during Eucharistic adoration and then prayed normally, there were no altarboys for adoration but when adoration ended, Cliffe, Jeremiah, Lancelot, and Jordan went up into the room to get changed into the acolyte robes for mass, I saw Rita go up for the reading for today dressed quite informally for traditional Catholic standards. I didn’t go up for the Eucharist and at the end, Father Malachi announced the social would be held in the basement instead of outside so I directed more people there like Von, Maaenboodhoo, Adam III, Teddy, Melany, Rita, Nikki, the acolytes, and others. I messaged Abscond back at 8:56pm with:
>Singing the national anthem?
I talked some with Von and then Maaenboodhoo and he got me over to these two women who we he was talking with and it broke up to me talking to the tiny one for a bit, she told me she’s a nurse and lives right near Wauwatosa, Wisconsin and she’s from St Paul, Minneapolis. The tiny one wasn’t interested in me so I cut my losses quickly and ended up talking to Rita for a bit as she was excited I’m heading to SEEK again, Lancelot joined our circle and talked with us a bit, he’s never been to SEEK before but isn’t planning on going with Cliffe’s group to it and Rita encouraged him to sign up soon. I left shorty afterwards and noticed this one woman’s veil was just an off-white scarf, I didn’t talk to her but I shook her and her friend’s hand. I got on the bus at roughly 9:20pm and saw Mercurius and his girlfriend on the bus and stood near them, I told them that I finished up my Saint Augustine’s Confessions and asked who Mercurius’ girlfriend’s confirmation saint is, she said she didn’t have one yet so I recommended she go with Saint Ignatius of Antioch, Mercurius told her a bit about him but he got this detail wrong about him: Mercurius said that Saint Ignatius of Antioch was a disciple of Saint Polycarp of Smyrna, who was in turn a disciple of Saint John the Evangelist, I told him that they were both direct disciples of Saint John the Evangelist. As Mercurius' girlfriend had never read the book I finished today before, I decided to lend it to her to read but warned her it was an AI generated translation. I got off at the same stop as them but went different ways, I checked my phone and at
9:31pm Abscond texted me back:
<I’m not singing. I’m field cast
I got inside and took my shower doing the techniques I learned yesterday. I tried going to sleep but Waleran was in the living room on his phone and playing some absolutely garbage country song that I could hear while he was showering.

Song of the Day: This Damn Song - Pecos & The Rooftops (2019)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

October 22nd, 2026: Filming, I woke up, had breakfast, made myself coffee, and then talked a bit with Josippon over text about coming over to his place to film. I got on a call with Josippon and he told me his story of getting in a car crash, he was driving to Watertown, Wisconsin when he got rear ended by a car with 3 drunk people in it and it destroyed his car, their excuse was that their designated driver was very tired so they just had to drive at 100 miles per hour on the road I got dressed in my tan pants, my brown plaid button-up, and my usual blazer that was fraying at the edges, I walked to WingStop to had garlic parmesan and hot cajun rub boneless wings for lunch along with celery and carrot sticks. I then walked to Josippon’s apartment and arrived there exactly at 12:30pm. Josippon was a few minutes late to getting back to his apartment but we walked up to grab some film stuff. We went into the basement first to the media room to play some table soccer for a bit of stock footage, then moving over to this decrepit room where I would play the character of a Christian transhumanist, he sent me this script to practice:
<I do believe that we were created with a purpose, with a design.
<Yet we are merely the sprouting seeds to a great species.
<We learned to get up and walk, yet there was no biological reason that we should've.
<We fought and made an active choice to lift ourselves up from our bellies with flabby fin-like appendages.
<We forced it, through our choices, to gain a bone structure and support our frames.
<Like the first walkers, who rebelled against nature to reach the divine, we have created our current electric dream.
<We are currently cultural cyborgs.
<We have eliminated the issue of boundaries for our communication, we have eliminated the need to live through history to make it.
<We have learned to make this technology so that we can modify ourselves in the near future.
<Like walking, it was never part of our original makeup, but it will help lead us to our final one.
<The intended design.
<Every species is fighting for it, but we are the closest.
<Our creator has created us as a final form, but we must fight to reach it.
<We have fought, we have sabotaged and we have enslaved the species that seek the final form
I couldn’t memorize it all in time but just had me film first a scene with a metal ring I found on the ground and then had me improvise a scene where I ranted about other scientists not taking me seriously, then he had me grab this plastic wrapping off the ground and filmed me with it held to my face like I was a murder victim at a crime scene investigation:

And then he had me do things like nervously looking around. I was asked to give a vocal recording for the script he sent. I walked out with him and he and I walked and talked for some more footage for the project. I talked with him about the Randy Fine situation and how I described him as a “broken minutewatch” and he said:
“I’d describe myself as a Christian Zionist.”
While talking about Dan Bilzerian competing for Randy Fine’s Florida congressional seat. I noticed he was recording me but I just kept acting normal, I picked up some trash and pointed out these animal guts on the old road, we walked and spotted a deer on the path:

We walked pretty close to it but spotted a White homeless man under the bridge and we turned around, we walked back to his apartment and he told me that he doesn’t like drinking as much now due to the accident with the drunk driver and he talked about an Elijah Muhammad image that he considered extremely blasphemous that he needed to show to me for how disgusting it was, he couldn’t find it instantly and I said goodbye to get a blackberry Dr Pepper from the convenience store before heading out. I walked back home and got on the computer to eat more Pringles chips and played All The Mods 11. I have the goal of recreating the old brick pyramid from an extremely early version of Minecraft in full scale, keeping in mind the bottom layer is 127 x 127 brick blocks. I got off and continued to browse the internetz From MathSciNet I found out Tang’s Erdős number is 4. Also from my “investigative journalism” I found out where in northern California he’s from: Berkeley, California, I was thinking of some rural town like Willow Creek, California. I ended up getting on a facetime call with this bigger woman from Chicago, Illinois. She and I talked and I kept trying to get her to go to the thrift store to buy a long skirt or dress but she said she’s more of a hoodie and pants type of woman. The call ended after an hour and we texted back and forth a bit before I took a shower. I started day 32 of my 40 day rosary for life at 10:54pm and completed it at 11:15pm then prayed day 4 of the Saint Jude novena.

Song of the Day: Dream of the Archer - Heart (1977)