Hillel Hartmann / Miłosz Zapała

[Administrator]

he said he had been groomed by 4chan or some shit along those lines, deleted it, and then the thread got 404ed

Even if he did, he had 6 years to repent and not join "cunny" clans, post futa of underaged real womenme girls, or even bash people trying to get rid of CSAM. Grooming is not an excuse to be a pedo

 

[absolutely not dino]

Even if he did, he had 7 years to repent and not join "cunny" clans, post futa of underaged real womenme girls, or even bash people trying to get rid of CSAM. Grooming is not an excuse to be a pedo

yeah ik just something that i remembered now that you mentioned that

 

[Goot]

Even if he did, he had 6 years to repent and not join "cunny" clans, post futa of underaged real womenme girls, or even bash people trying to get rid of CSAM. Grooming is not an excuse to be a pedo

The worst situations are when someone has all their freinds from such a community even if they do not support it or like it but for some autists that's their last social circle so they're essentially stuck

 

[Apeson]

The Brazilian guy is under 18 btw

So we have a live case of Hillel grooming a minor and he's still mod on the booru.

 

[absolutely not dino]

So we have a live case of Hillel grooming a minor and he's still mod on the booru.

hes not

 

[Goot]

So we have a live case of Hillel grooming a minor and he's still mod on the booru.

Yeah, AFAIK he's not a groomer or has any victims
As far is known, which is the important point

hes not

Scratch that, or not
Man i fucking hate booru drama

 

[Onzikin]

25 XI 2025

Lots of turbulent events lately. Those who know know. I've had this cycle of going totally mental, resolving the issue and it coming back a few days later, even more intensely. It happened a total of 3 times and the last one was very scary. What I am scared of is it coming back for the 4th time. If it did I'd just die inside. For now I'm calm, it seems like nothing bad is going to happen.

I need constant reassurance. Left alone I start doubting myself. The doubting leads to me confronting the problems directly at the expense of other people. I could just let it boil inside until I break completely but I am selfish. I can afford to be selfish.

Holy shit, this noob is acting worse than a petty ex, how can you be this much of a cacaot?

 

[Benny]

mf read the question im asking why they hd beef with him

anyways regarding this question

 

[absolutely not dino]

also, not defending him, but its not really grooming hes just acting like a mentally ill noobcacaot

 

[absolutely not dino]

anyways regarding this question
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Yeah but ban from where

 

[Apeson]

also, not defending him, but its not really grooming hes just acting like a mentally ill noobcacaot

I'm not sure noob, dr cobson doesn't have a good history with steam dms.

 

[absolutely not dino]

whats dr cobson doing now i remember him having an alt

 

[Micronesia]

yeah hes bvilt 4 bbc lets move along now

 

[Benny]

Yeah but ban from where

i suppose on the shroom considering they were talking about it

 

[Apeson]

Nevermind found it
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This noob is genuinely nuts

Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 23, 2025

25 XI 2025

Lots of turbulent events lately. Those who know know. I've had this cycle of going totally mental, resolving the issue and it coming back a few days later, even more intensely. It happened a total of 3 times and the last one was very scary. What I am scared of is it coming back for the 4th time. If it did I'd just die inside. For now I'm calm, it seems like nothing bad is going to happen.

I need constant reassurance. Left alone I start doubting myself. The doubting leads to me confronting the problems directly at the expense of other people. I could just let it...

• Hillel Hartmann

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Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 24, 2025

I wonder about my idea of myself, I don't know if I value my perception of myself over others' perception of me. I bet it's some kinda of a spectrum slider where it's either 80/20, 50/50/ 100/0, 0/100. Whatever. As with everything in my life, I am fickle about this. I just choose whatever is the most comforting for me at any given moment. I am very emotional.

I love people. I want to surround myself with people. I guess it makes the perception of others' more important? I want to be loved, I want for people to think highly of me. I am very vulnerable.

• Hillel Hartmann

• 
• 

Unsure if this is actually still about the Brazilian but it's still just as unhinged
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>accuse
Is it still really an accusation if you got proof that this diddyblud is a diddyblud?

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All from this thread btw: https://soyjak.forum/threads/hillelblog.7349/

>cheekens in bed yet?

 

[Apeson]

hes not

Not banned though

 

[Apeson]

Nevermind found it
View attachment 179681
This noob is genuinely nuts

Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 23, 2025

25 XI 2025

Lots of turbulent events lately. Those who know know. I've had this cycle of going totally mental, resolving the issue and it coming back a few days later, even more intensely. It happened a total of 3 times and the last one was very scary. What I am scared of is it coming back for the 4th time. If it did I'd just die inside. For now I'm calm, it seems like nothing bad is going to happen.

I need constant reassurance. Left alone I start doubting myself. The doubting leads to me confronting the problems directly at the expense of other people. I could just let it...

• Hillel Hartmann

• 

View attachment 179682

Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 24, 2025

I wonder about my idea of myself, I don't know if I value my perception of myself over others' perception of me. I bet it's some kinda of a spectrum slider where it's either 80/20, 50/50/ 100/0, 0/100. Whatever. As with everything in my life, I am fickle about this. I just choose whatever is the most comforting for me at any given moment. I am very emotional.

I love people. I want to surround myself with people. I guess it makes the perception of others' more important? I want to be loved, I want for people to think highly of me. I am very vulnerable.

• Hillel Hartmann

• 
• 

Unsure if this is actually still about the Brazilian but it's still just as unhinged
View attachment 179683

View attachment 179684

>accuse
Is it still really an accusation if you got proof that this diddyblud is a diddyblud?

View attachment 179686
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View attachment 179688
All from this thread btw: https://soyjak.forum/threads/hillelblog.7349/

>Anxious
Very curious, it's almost like he knew what he was doing very well.
Rick may we know what you did

 

[quadruple f]

rick may is a dirty pedophile who is burning in hell with fellow loli enjoyer milosz zapala

 

[shekel]

Rick may is such a nasty pedophile
I want you fucking dead every day

 

[Yaquer200]

Can you guys redpill me on Hillel I know he has weird contacts and that he's polish and booru mods refuse to ban him but what else is with this guy